Thank God for BIG BOOBS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 January, 2007

Okay, things can't be too bad -- i've got my new big boobs afterall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've been losing sight of them! (How could i? They're pretty hard to miss. ~wink~)

This morning, i did that thing -- came to a conclusion after the SERIOUS CONVICTION to get back to the gym. i decided on the time table for the day -- call the boss and tell him i'm working later hours rather than earlier hours. i'll do a major workout -- get back on track -- push myself to get over this slovenly LETHARGIC excuse-laden hurdle that is only creating blubber both in body AND motivation. God, schlump is a word that is SUPPOSED to have the effect it does!

THEN, the conclusion and game plan prompted a snapping at God again -- F. it! That is what i shouted. F. it! If i do this then that suffers -- if i don't do that then i have to do this and THAT IS NOT WHAT i WANT or NEED to do for me! Too bad. Tough luck. Today is my day. i refuse to let myself turn into pork. A piggy, great, but NOT stagnant fatty uselessness. my insides will suffer! They have suffered! i'm not nearly the alert tarty thing i was pre-surgery. i don't care what demands are banging down my door. Today is my day to GET BACK to where i was which means on my way to BETTER places!

i looked in the mirror after the big flip off. There they are! Those fine beautiful BIG LUSCIOUS MELONS!! Ripe like Honeydew. i'm loving them! What else matters? i got my hair done just right and my make-up looks better -- i tried a better smudging technique after fixating on Iman's new print ad yesterday. This will be my first day back at the gym and no one there has seen my once tight round bottom there in six weeks. i checked my pussy to make sure there are no little remnant hairs (despite the laser and doesn't permanent mean permanent?) and low and behold! Another great omen! Another sign that all is well in the world. i thought there was a little bit of toilet paper stuck in the folds of my labia ... i leaned over half appalled and there it was -- MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF mY WHITE CREAMY GOO! i got out the little hand mirror to inspect closer and there it was -- HEALTH! Health was pooling up at the very entrance to my cunt and i think its as thick as honey which goes nicely with my new big full honeydews!

Okay! All systems go! Watch out world, i'm back!